Cinderella ~ My Fairy Tale ~

I'm perfect because God made me!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Women & Honest

One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family.

The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires.
"Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked The seamstress replied, "No."

The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies.
"Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No."

The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble.
"Is this your thimble ?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes."

The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

Some years later, the seamstress was walking with her husband along the riverbank, and her husband fell into the river and disappeared under the water. When she cried out, the Lord again appeared and asked her, "Why are you crying?" "Oh Lord, my husband has fallen into the river!"

The Lord went down into the water and came up with George Clooney. "Is this your husband?" the Lord asked.
"Yes," cried the seamstress.

The Lord was furious. "You lied! That is an untruth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to George Clooney, you would have come up with Brad Pitt. Then if I said 'no' to him, you would have come up with my husband. Had I then said 'yes,' you would have given me all three. Lord, I'm not in the best of health and would not be able to take care of all three husbands, so THAT'S why I said 'yes' to George Clooney."

And so the Lord let her keep him.



The moral of this story is:

Whenever a woman lies, it's for a good and honorable reason, and in the best interest of others. That's our story, and we're sticking to it.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Think Loud Loud

I'm a weirdo...
I talk to plush dolls...
I ask them questions and would answer by myself...
And I don't find anything wrong with it...
Probably got influenced by Mr Bean... since young...
I have been treating plush dolls as if they were real...
I was "cured" from this "disease" when I come to Australia...
But...
it came back to me again few days ago...
I started to talk to my plush doll again...
When I watch shows, I would tend to "invite" it to watch with me...
Haha... not really an invitation but would just hug it to watch with me...
At night, I would hug it to sleep...
I would even pull a portion of my comforter for it and tug it into bed! XD!!
The worst thing is, I know it's VERY wrong, but I just couldn't stop doing it!
sounds like some psycho...
It's just like people know it's NOT RIGHT to shoplift but due to some psychology illness, they couldn't help shoplifting. Not that they don't have the money to buy, it's just that they wanted the "FEEL".
I think I'm crazy... Haha!



My Plush Cow! XD!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

小虎隊 - 蝴蝶飛呀

Sze Yee!! Here Here!!



海風在我耳邊傾訴著老船長的夢想
白雲越過那山崗努力在尋找它的家
小雨敲醒夢中的睡荷展開微笑的臉龐
我把青春做個風箏往天上爬

貝殼爬上沙灘看一看世界有多麼大
毛毛蟲期待著明天有一雙美麗的翅膀
小河躺在森林的懷抱唱著春天寫的歌
我把歲月慢慢編織一幅畫

夢是蝴蝶的翅膀 年輕是飛翔的天堂
放開風箏的長線 把愛畫在歲月的臉上
心是成長的力量 就像那蝴蝶的翅膀
迎著風聲愈大 歌聲愈高亢

蝴蝶飛呀!就像童年在風裡跑
感覺年少的彩虹 比海更遠 比天還要高
蝴蝶飛呀!飛向未來的城堡
打開夢想的天窗 讓那成長更快更美好

Thursday, November 15, 2007

One Down... One to Go...

There goes my First paper - HUBS 3410 Advance Skill in Research Design.
So many freaking papers to read and ended up like sh*t! Don't you agree with me? Those who did the same paper...
120 minutes, 10 question, 12 marks per question...
Stupid questions requires so much thinking! 12 minutes per question! Are you kidding me? Yea, I'm making a big fuss now! I DID NOT FINISH THE PAPER and I've been crapping with the answers. Dang! Argh! Whatever, I'm relieve that this stupid paper is over and I just hope that everything is fine.


So... I have been listening to my favourite old songs for the past few days... The disbanded boy band once upon a time... This is a relapse of addiction!!! Chris Dayas' paper is driving me nuts now! If drug addiction can be reinstated by orexin, what about song addiction? They were my all-time-favourites! Argh~~~~~~ I'm going nuts about them once I started listening to their songs again!

Sunday, November 11, 2007

War with a "grasshopper"

Is that a grasshopper? I don't know...
It's black... It jumps...
It would be very funny if I took a video of the whole war.
No photos, no video, no audio...

As you know my first paper is on the 15th November - HUBS3410 Advance skills in Research Design, we have thousands of journals to read up... blah~ cut the crapz!
I was planning to get away from my laptop and sit on my bed to read the journals when suddenly I saw a disgusting black creature facing out of my window beside my bed!! My reflex is to GET RID OF it.

It's just a small insect. You've killed a cockroach as big as a 50 cent coin... No no no no... bigger than a 50 cent coin... what's the big deal killing this tiny winy creature which is only the size of a capsule? I told myself. No, I'm not exaggerating, the cockroach is seriously gigantic!

So, I approached it with a piece of tissue and paper, wanting to capture it. "Muahahaha!" I thought. All of a sudden, it jumped! CRAP! It jumped sooooooo high till I got so freaked out and screamed. "Kiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!" It skilfully landed on my bolster while I jumped backwards. Darn it! Now I have to wash my bolster cover, I grumbled. Ok, I must get you this time! I approached it slowly with the same piece of tissue and paper. Having the unpleasant first experience, I was especially cautious this time. "Kiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!" It jumped again! This time next to my laundry basket.

Muahahahahaha... I'm so gonna squash you with the basket! *evil grin* CRAP! It jumped about 30cm away and this was where I covered it with the paper that I was holding at all times and grabbed my heavy red lab induction folder next to me, angrily smashed on the white paper. To make sure it really died, I smashed it with the folder 4 or 5 times. I confidently opened up the paper! "Kiaaaaaaaaaaah!" It jumped away and landed on the open ground near my chair. Hmpff! So tough huh!?! I grabbed a few folders near me and smashed at it but I missed a couple of times until the last two hits! YES!!! Die....... *removed the folder*..... NOT!!! IT JUMPED AGAIN! I'm so frustrated now! I seriously am... It landed on the ground near my indoor slippers. Ha! You will die this time... I ran into the living room to get my outdoor slippers... I removed everything out of my way and stepped on it 2 times? or 3 times?

NOW... die or not? ....NOT!!! It energetically jumped onto my bed. DARN IT! I have to wash my bedsheets now! I ran into the living room again to get whatever catalogue I can find on the table and rolled them into a bat. *Attackkkkkkk!* Oops... missed a few times until I got it. BUT WHAT? It jumped onto the wall. *On FIRE* I ran into the living room to get that abandoned football. I continuously threw the ball onto the wall and thought I got it. In fact, I DID! It just wouldn't dieeeeeeeee!

It fell or jumped onto my pig... *Sobz* I cautiously grabbed the pig, wanting to bring it to the living room to get rid of that ugly creature since it's more spacious. This irritating creature jumped off the pig to my China Airline pillow... *msn alert* Oh! It's my cousin... I have to win this war as soon as possible...

ARGH! OK! I have had enough of this... I wasn't as brave as I mentioned.
*Cries* replied my cousin and at the same time messaged HL...
"Help!!!!!!!!"
He was forcefully dragged into the war... He managed to capture that black and ugly creature in 30 seconds with a plastic bag while it took me 30 minutes war-ring with that THING by all means!!! GOSH!!

Friday, November 09, 2007

A story of a girl

She is the eldest in her family...
Everything in her life is on track...
A father, a mother and a sister...
Just like a normal happy family...
At least everyone thought so...

Her mother delivered a baby boy...
Precious little boy...
And her sister was somehow sent away...
Due to the great age gap,
she "sayang" her brother very much...

She is not rich...
... and could only afford for the cheapest tutor
Her mother does not give a damn on what she was doing...
Her mother doesn't even know how she was coping with everything...
What she does is mahjong-ing with other rich aunties...
She only knows how to protect her precious son...
She only cares about his son!
She doesn't bloody care about her daughter!

But...
She never complained...
She's coping well with everything...
She aced everything...
Academically...
Socially...
Most importantly, she is very humble...
very helpful and kind...
She is currently in a very famous University...
... and I'm sure she is doing great...
I respect her...

Every aunties who knows her hope that they have kids like her...including my mom... Haha...

真不知道是修了多少輩子的福...有這樣的女兒...請好好珍惜吧!

PS. Just got into my head suddenly...

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Friend or Foe?

Well, I heard this from a friend...
I was being warned...warned quite a number of times...
I will not reveal who that person is, nor the other party...
To make it simple I'll just substitute all with third person - He
I was totally shocked to hear this...
Imagine a friend who is very friendly, very helpful, always bring joy to the surrounding...

One day, you find out that he is actually a devil!
A devil who backstabs...
A devil who disguised himself as an angel...
A devil who acts innocent but has been thinking to mess people's life up...
A devil who does opposite from what he says...
A devil who disguise so well that only the victim knows how EVIL he is...
A devil who can hide his own tail after committing something terrible...
A devil who can commit something terrible and end up accusing the other party...
A devil who pass on different messages to different people...

Only the victim knows how EVIL he is...
Nobody believes in the victim...
Outsiders support this disguised angel...and...
It's always the victim's fault...
Everyone is walking into the devil's trap...

So, what have this devil done?
According to my friend,
this devil has tried to mess people's life up...
making people's life miserable...
breaking people up...
passing wrong messages... on purpose?
passing half the messages where the REAL important part was cut off...
this devil could not stand people living happily ever after...
he has to do something... smartly...
he was suppose to bring joy but not this time...
he brought a disaster...
he brought a disaster secretly...
no one knows...
people are happy no more...
he is grinning...
everyone still thinks that he is a friendly and helpful person...
people tend to turn to him at their hardest moment in life...
but tend to neglect the evil grin in him...

I can't believe that this kind of evil person in dramas and movies exist in real life!
I just hope that he still has an angel side in him...
I really hope what my friend told me are not true...
I might have exaggerated a bit here...
Don't ask me who they are...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

祈禱

讓我們敲希望的鐘啊
多少祈禱在心中
讓大家看不到失敗
叫成功永遠在

讓地球忘記了轉動啊
四季少了夏秋冬
讓宇宙關不了天窗
叫太陽不西衝

讓歡樂代替了哀愁啊
微笑不會再害羞
讓時光懂得去倒流
叫青春不開溜

讓貧窮開始去逃亡啊
快樂健康流四方
讓世間找不到黑暗
幸福像花開放

讓大家看不到失敗
叫成功永遠在

A thought...

有時候,事情不能以科學的角度去解釋,衡量...
雖說我是個非常鐵齒的人,死死不會去相信一些沒有科學根據的東西...
但是...
寧可信其有嘛...
人到底有沒有魂?
世界上到底有沒有鬼?
到底有沒有神?
這些問題都非常抽象...
你相信就有唄...
有件事我不得不說...
幾年前,我一位朋友鬧自殺...
當她狠下心,從高達十樓的房間跳出的那一剎那...
遠在別處的我竟然感到不安...眼皮不停的跳啊跳的...
知道這消息的時候,已經是隔天早晨...
柔柔惺忪的眼睛...聽到這震撼的消息...
我立刻從床上跳了下來...
想到這裡我也覺得不可思議...
事實上,我們兩個並不是很熟...
但我卻感應到了...
雖說不知道是誰出事了...就是感到不安...

黑色星期五真的有那麼不吉利嗎?
事實上我不敢多說...
雖說不是在自己身上...
也許只是巧合...
記憶中的小學時期...
班上的男同學天天打架生事...
難免受點傷之類的...
就在那一天...
恰巧那一天...
出事了...
不是普通的小傷...
好像說是腳骨裂了還是斷了吧?
事隔多年,許多黑色星期五也就這樣悄悄的過了...
大家也安然的度過了...

想到這裡...我突然覺得挺難過的...
兩年前,我從某人(不想說的太白)那裡得知她的先生在兩年後將會得到她的保險金...
怎麼知道的呢?
好像說是哪位師父卜的吧...
兩年後,也就是今年...
出事了...
師父的話真的快要應驗了...
我真的不希望他應驗...
不要...應驗...
祈禱...
祈禱...



這篇只是由我靈感而發...突然想到而打出來的...
沒什麼特別的涵義...

Monday, November 05, 2007

Prayers

Today is finally the D-Day....
I was impatiently waiting for the news...
I was worrying about the outcome...
I hope it's a good news...
Finally...
The news is here...
My heart nearly froze...
I couldn't speak...
Words stuck in my throat...
Sorrows swallowed...
It was neither a good nor a bad news...
The have postponed the D-Day...
To next week...
Argh...
I have to "gan jiong" for another week...
pray
pray

Sunday, November 04, 2007

D-Day

Time flies...
and it has been a week since I was told about it...
Tomorrow is the D-Day...
We will win this battle...
pray...
pray...

Friday, November 02, 2007

Argh!


Things just happened so suddenly...
For those who knows what happened...
Yea, the truth hurts...
I'm sad...
If I said I'm fine, bleh! That's bullshit!
For those who doesn't know...
You are not meant to know...
or
You will know sooner or later...
It's just another unfortunate story...
I have the right to keep it to myself isn't it?
For now, I can only pray...
pray...
pray...