Cinderella ~ My Fairy Tale ~

I'm perfect because God made me!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Well-said

I was reading XiaXue's entry when I came across this...

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and I simply love it!

*Applause*

Monday, January 28, 2008

忽然很想你...

阿呀... 就是忽然很想你嘛...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Lucky Charmed

Please, you are stronger than that.
Shamus knew it, and so do I.
He was not a fool.
He gave up his life because he believed saving you was worth the ultimate price.
Shamus was a hero.
He didn't see leprechauns, he saw giants.
And he didn't see luck, he saw power.
Please you've pooled your luck once before. Do it again.
Not for us, but for him.
For Shamus.

Paige Matthews, Charmed Season 5 episode 17


For Shamus!!

Alright, I'm over-reacting...
Aww... Leprechauns, can't I get a bit of good luck here? Please?

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Jinx

Oh my god! Am I jinxed or what? I'm having a bloody jinxed week!
I'm so pissed and at the same time, feeling depressed.
What on earth is going on with my life?? How can I lose my student ID two times in 3 days!?!
The first time wasn't really "lost". I just left it in the pocket of another pair of pants. BUT the 2nd time, it was really gone!! I have no idea where it went and how it could fall out of my pocket. It has never happened before. I was so sure that I was still holding it at the end of the day and eventually slotted it into my back pocket of my jeans in the office. When I reached home, CRAP! Where the heck is my student ID? It was no longer in my pocket!! What the... Okay, I dug under my bed - NOTHING; I dug into my laundry basket - NOTHING; I dug under my table - NOTHING!!! Oh great... I even dumped everything out of my bag and dug into the pile of mess - NOTHING!! Where have you been!?!?! Don't tell me that it fell out of my pocket in the bus! That means I will never get it back. I gave all my hope to "I must have left it in the office"... In fact, it wasn't even there at all! I went into my drawer, my desk, under the key board, the back of the desk, basically EVERYWHERE - NOTHING! Argh! Sheezel my Deezel (Means oh my god in my language)! I cannot survive without that student ID ok? I NEED that student ID! So, I decided to get a replacement card at a cost of AUD5!

I went to the Hunter HUB early in the morning but what the hell? It's not opened until 9am! =.=" How can that be happening? I thought it should be opened at 8am! Fine then, I have to wait until 9am for the Hunter HUB to open, and queue up for my turn (apparently, many people were already waiting outside for the counter to open). Darn it! When it was my turn, the lady look through the system for a while and told me to pay at the cashier first, then get back to the line again! Gosh, I have to line up again? I thought to myself. Luckily, there was nobody at the cashier, so I went straight up to the counter and get my "fine" paid. Oh gosh, when I was about to pay, they had a problem with their system and just couldn't get into the payment page. *Roll eyes* I waited for at least 20 minutes before they had the system settle. When I was done with the payment, I headed back to the Hunter HUB! WHAT!?! The queue was super duper long! Man, they are so inefficient. I lined up for at least another 30 minutes before getting to me.

I thought, FINALLY! I'll just get a new student ID and get my swipe card access and I can get out of here, back to DMB. The guy went into the system for at least 10 minutes and turned to me saying, "Sorry, I couldn't issue you a new student ID because you are not a student in the uni anymore." Of course, I was not in a very good mood but I still smiled and explained that I had enrolled into School of Biomedical Science (Hons). He was fiddling with the computer for another 10 minutes and ended up leaving the seat for "a while" to ask "someone" about it. *Roll eyes* He came back in another 5~10 minutes and told me that my enrollment might not have been processed yet and so he could not issue me a new student ID. THIS IS JUST SO GREAT! He told me to see this whatever lady who is charge of this before he could issue me a new card. Damn it! I have already submitted my application long ago and they have not even processed it? What is wrong with them? They seriously ARE LAZY! I need my student ID urgently damn it! Apparently, this lady in charge is busy in a meeting now and I don't know how long I have to wait to see her...

I feel so bloody jinxed and unfortunate! Can you hurry up and reply me e-mail?

Friday, January 18, 2008

Anaesthetic overdose

I have sin. I'm in guilt. I killed a mouse. I know I did.

I was practising i.t. on them and the first mouse that went under my hand, died. I was learning how to inject the anaesthetic via the vein in the tail before performing i.t.
Somehow, I just couldn't get it right. I couldn't get the needle into the correct spot - vein. Instead, I kept on poking into their muscle. I must have poked a thousands of holes in its tail, yet I couldn't get it right. I must have injected too much anaesthetic in it which leads to death. As I have been injecting the anaesthetic in the wrong position, I need to refill the needle with sufficient anaesthetic again and again until I get to the correct spot. I must have repeated too many times that I couldn't even count with my ten fingers. The next moment I know, was that I finally got the anaesthetic in, and the mouse was sound asleep. It was so still as if it was dead. I cautiously infected it with spn via i.t and left it lying in the cage. Staring at it, hoping it would wake up from anaesthetic soon. But it did not. It was sleeping so peacefully, like a baby. So cute...
That all happened yesterday.

Until today.......
One mouse out of six died...
I am so sure that the mouse that died is definitely my first practise experimental model. I am so sure it died because of me. It must have died from anaesthetic overdose. I am so sorry mouse. I really am... I pity the mouse being my experimental model. It would not have died if other people did it. I am so sorry. Please rest in peace.

Life is so vulnerable. Really, cherish it.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I hope your hands rot

The person who steal my stuff, I hope your hands rot the hell out of you!
I'm super angry now. People tend to use my stuff without my permission and in the end they even took it and own it themselves. What the hell! I'm so gonna label them -

These are PRIVATE! Do not touch!

Damn it.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Pissed off

I have already started missing them since I waved goodbye. Day goes by slowly and the feeling of missing home is just soooo terrible. Well, here I am, back to Australia, to the room that I just moved in not long before I went back home. I was away for 3 weeks and it seemed that I was away for 3 months! Everything has changed. Oh god, I’m so gonna move out. I cannot wait to leave this apartment!!

1) Some stuck up bitch switched off the hot water and is willing to “teach” the others how to switch it on if they ask. *Roll eyes* Get a life! What is wrong with you? Who the hell you think you are? Damn you! You can feel how pissed I am right now because I don’t usually use such strong words! And I am so not gonna kneel in front of you, begging how I am suppose to switch that damn hot water on. I rather shower in cold water and slowly figure that out by myself.

2) Next some crazy woman causing so much chaos in the residential area. Oh well, it’s fine with me if she goes crazily throwing her own stuff and keep her crazy act in her own pathetic room. I mean, what is wrong with her? Shattering bowls, plates in the female bathroom and cleaned them out at night? She’s just like making a mess initially and then cleans up the mess that she did as if we will give her credit for that. What? Trying to be a devil then an angel? We don’t buy that, bitch! What’s more? How dare she throw my new pear soap along with my soap box! Can’t she just go fuck herself and leave the other innocent tenants alone?

3) Somebody has been breaking into our cupboard and steal stuff. I don’t know if that was done by the crazy woman or not. I just found out that our sesame oil went missing this morning, along with the new sweet chilli sauce that HL just bought and the leftover coles brand jasmine rice. Great *roll eyes* I’m not only staying under same roof with a stuck up bitch, a crazy lady and also a thief. My ice peach tea also went missing in the fridge. Gosh! I’m just so gonna curse that thief to choke to death drinking my tea! Screw you! If the thief never gets choked to death, he might as well have his hands rot the hell out of him.

I am so in a bad mood now. Once you step on my tail, you die. I mean it.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

魚和水的愛戀

魚兒從小就是一個頑皮的孩子,她從不像別的孩子那樣安靜。她喜歡在水裡躥來躥去,先是個50米衝刺,然後來一個急剎車或是一個急轉彎。

每每這時,水兒總是微笑地看著魚兒……

有時,魚兒會碰到一些令人喪氣的事,但在這時,溫柔的水兒總是靜靜地傾聽著,撫慰著魚兒。

白天,水兒把魚兒輕輕拋起,讓她躍出水面,看看外面的世界,然後再將她穩穩地接住。

到了夜裡,水兒就成了最溫暖的搖籃,他總是輕輕地搖晃,哄著魚兒讓她入睡。在夏天的夜晚裡,水兒總是會將魚兒拖到水面 魚兒漸漸長大了,她發現心裡有一樣東西讓她牽掛--那就是水兒。


一天,魚兒終於鼓足了勇氣告訴了水兒她喜歡他,水兒卻沉默了。「你為什麼不說話?」魚兒問。水仍舊沉默著,只是開始輕輕地搖著頭。 媽媽說魚兒不能愛水。這是大自然的規律,就好像斑馬只能愛斑馬,花豹只能愛花豹;條紋的只能愛條紋,斑點的又只能愛斑點,而斑點卻是永遠不能愛條紋的。
  
魚兒不明白,如果條紋真的愛上了斑點,飛鳥真的愛上魚而魚兒真的愛上水,那又該如何呢?

魚兒不明白,她吐著泡泡對水說:「我愛你!」

水兒再次沉寂,魚兒沒有再說什麼,只是靜靜地躺在了水的懷裡……

許久, 魚兒的開口打破了沉寂:「你看不見我眼中的淚,因為我在水中。」

水說:「我能感覺到你的淚,因為你在我心中。」

魚兒急了:「那你為什麼不愛我?」

水卻只能說:「我不能愛你,我居無定所,時常到處漂流,你和我在一起會很辛苦的。」
  
魚兒又堅定地說:「我不怕,我要永遠和你在一起!」

可是,水終究逃不過漂流的命運,他流入了一條大河,魚兒一直寸步不離地陪著他。他們相擁著饒過暗礁和險濤,流過江湖,躍下瀑布,流入一條小溪中。一路上,水兒將魚兒輕輕拋起,又接住,再拋起,再接住,嬉鬧著。水流越流越暖,最後竟快斷流了!

「太好了,我們終於可以定居了。」魚兒歡呼雀躍。
「不行,水面太淺,太危險了,乘現在還有退路,你趕快往回游吧!」水兒緊張地說。

「不,不管怎樣,我決不離開你!」魚兒堅決地說。
為了減少水的蒸發量,白天,魚兒靜靜地躺在水的懷裡,不作任何運動。到了夜裡,星星全落到了水裡,魚兒才開始嬉戲,把星星一顆顆吞進去,又吐出來,再吞進去,再吐出來,樂此不疲。

六月,火紅的太陽照射著水面,儘管他們做了各種努力,可水兒還是在一點一點的蒸發。魚兒的脊背漸漸地露出了水面,水兒努力地激起了波瀾,濕潤著她的脊背, 不讓太陽將她灼傷。可是這樣,更加加速了水的蒸發。終於,最後的一滴水也離開了魚兒。魚兒躺在了龜裂的土地上,奄奄一息。 魚兒的心臟在完成了最後一次跳動時,一滴眼淚從臉頰滑落。
  

突然,天空劃過一道閃電,在幾聲響雷之後,大雨傾盆而下,魚兒又回到了水的懷抱,水兒呼喚著魚兒,可是魚兒再也沒有醒來,水帶著悲傷的心情載著魚兒像風一樣地奔馳,撕裂心肺的哭聲,任誰都可以聽到……


水兒載著魚兒,奮力奔跑,流到了一棵乾枯的小樹旁,水兒侵入了泥土裡,把魚兒的身體埋進了泥土,水兒對著魚兒已腐爛的屍體輕輕地說:「我們不用再到處奔流了,我找到了你的住所,從今以後,你中有我,我中有你……」

不知道過了多少年,樹頂上長出了嫩綠色的新芽,在上面有一滴水珠,陽光下閃閃發亮,那是魚兒流下的眼淚……


  魚說:「你看不見我眼中的淚,因為我在水中。」

  水說:「我能感覺到你的淚,因為你在我心中。」


  魚對水說:我一直在哭泣,可是你永遠都不知道,因為我在水裡.
  水說:我知道,因為你一直在我心裡。
  我不是魚,你也不是水,你能看見我寂寞的眼淚嗎?
  也許,因為這是寂寞的情人淚。


  魚對水說:我永遠不會離開你,因為離開你,我無法生存。
  水說:我知道,可是如果你的心不在呢?
  我不是魚,你也不是水,我不離開你是因為我愛你,
  可是,你的心裡有我嗎?


  魚對水說:我很寂寞,因為我只能待在水裡。
  水說:我知道,因為我的心裡裝著你的寂寞。
  我不是魚,你也不是水,我寂寞是因為我思念你,
  可是,遠方的你能感受到嗎?


  水對魚說:如果沒有魚,那水裡還會剩下什麼?
  魚說:如果沒有你,那又怎麼會有我?
  我不是魚,你也不是水,沒有你的愛,我依然會好好的活,
  可是,好好的活並不代表我可以把你忘記。


  魚對水說:一輩子不能出去看看外面的世界,是我最大的遺憾
  水說:一輩子不能打消你的這個念頭,是我最大的失敗
  我不是魚,你也不是水,現在的我只想要一個一輩子的承諾
  可是,你負擔得起嗎?


  魚對水說:在你的一生中,我是第幾條魚?
  水說:你不是在水中的第一條魚,可卻是我心中的第一條。
  我不是魚,你也不是水,我們都不是彼此生命中的第一個,
  可是,知道嗎?你是第一個我想要嫁的人

  魚對水說:你相信一見鍾情嗎?
  水說:當我意識到你是魚的那一刻,就知道你會游到我的心裡。
  我不是魚,你也不是水,我以為我對你的感情不會長久,因為那是一見鍾情 。
  可是,我錯了,感情如酒,越封越香,越長久。


  魚對水說:為什麼每次都是我問你答?
  水說:因為我喜歡在回答中讓你瞭解我的心。
  我不是魚,你也不是水,為什麼你總是讓我等待?
  難道,你不知道,等待=失去信心=放棄?


  如果我是魚,而你是水,那該有多好!
  水永遠都知道魚的想法,因為魚在水的心裡。
  但是我不是魚,你也不是水,
  你永遠都不知道我的愛,因為我也許根本不在你的心裡!

  如果我是魚,而你是水,
  我可以游入你的心裡嗎?