Save me

I'm feeling terrible now

Headache + dizziness

Stomach feeling heaty

Feel like throwing tantrum

It has been like this for one whole night

I'm so tired

My eyelids are heavy

I will say NO to Emma and Sophie's treat next time

Will I suffer to death?

God, save me!

A message to...

1) Old Man
17th August 1985

2) Pradeep
19th August 1985

3) Luckyboy
20th August 1985

4) Kazu
24th August 1985

Gosh! ALL of them have turned / are turning 23!!

Happy 23rd Birthday to every of you!

Muackz!

菜市場名排名第一!!

菜市場名排名第一的就是....


就是...


就是...

...
...


ㄒㄧㄣ 一ˊ = 欣怡 = 心儀 = Xin Yi = 馨儀 = Hsin Yi = My NAME!

命中注定我愛你的女主角就叫 Xin Yi... *昏倒*

Celebrity Morph by MyHeritage

Woah! This is something new to me! Watch me Morph to Hilary and Hilary to me!
We look totally different but at one point, it looked both like Hilary and me! I'm so fascinated! Hahaha...

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

I was bored... Ran out of idea what I should be blogging of... So...

*Ta-Da*

This used to be our ADDICTION when we were first year in Australia... Haha... It's quite fun and addicting!

Current Addiction

Heart of Greed 2 - Moonlight Resonance!

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Told you it's current addiction! Of course no time to blog laR!!

Single or Not, That's the question...

Sometimes, I think being single is a better choice. You can just spend all your time and effort to take care of youself without worrying another person. You don't have to worry what is he/she doing when you are not around. You don't have to worry is he/she eating well, sleeping well, doing fine. Two words - Care Free.

Basically, if you are attached, the life of your partner becomes part of your life.

But sometimes, I think... Wouldn't it be better to have someone else other than you or your family to care of yourself? Wouldn't it be good to have someone who could share your sorrows or happiness with you? Wouldn't it be good to have someone there for you when you needed them? Wouldn't it be good to have someone to lend you a secure shoulder to lean on when you are totally down? Wouldn't it be good to have someone giving you the warmest hug when everything just turn its back on you? Wouldn't it be good to have someone holding your hands tight in a crowd? Wouldn't it be good to have someone there to tell you that he/she cares when you stubbornly shouted," Nobody cares!"

Wouldn't it be good to have someone who you can also take care of other than yourself? Wouldn't it be good to have someone who could share his/her sorrows or happiness with you? Wouldn't it be good to be there for someone when he/she needed you? Wouldn't it be good to lend someone your shoulder when he/she was totally down? Wouldn't it be good to give someone the warmest hug ever and let him/her feel secure? Wouldn't it be good to hold his/her tight in a crowd? Wouldn't it be good to tell someone that you care, "Yes I care, I really DO!".

Argh... I have been thinking too much! Dreaming too much! Now, back to reality.

I'm single... still... for 22 years...


如果命運掌握在自己的手中,那命中注定又是什麼?

PS. This post is somehow inspired by Jesselyn and KH.

七夕 Special

An entry TOTALLY in Chinese...

今天七夕耶... 牛郎與織女一年一度在鵲橋上會面...
好溫馨感人的畫面啊!
而我... 又是一個人孤孤單單的過...
不對... 應該是...
可憐的我要陪我的老鼠們過七夕囉!
阿呀~~我在憂愁什麼?
不就是Another Day嗎?
沒有情人不代表沒有一切嘛...
你看我!還是這麼快樂!

嘿嘿!! 來... 看看我的愛情!


巨蟹座女子的愛情

巨蟹座的女子是相當憂鬱的。其實不只是如此，她也相當的瘋顛、歇斯底里，她可以很憂愁，也可以很快樂；當然也會很悲傷，也會很瘋狂。她是很溫柔的、女性化、羞怯的，但是她仍是水做的女人，而且只要開始落淚了，就很難可以停得下來，你得多帶幾條手帕才夠。

她是相當被動的，這點你得要有心理準備，所以不要以為她不為你所動，別忘了她也很害羞，在她面前千萬別發出任何過大的舉動或聲音，這會令她覺得你是否對她有什麼不滿，並且因此使她的情緒受傷。告訴你，有時你會發現天底下再也沒有什麼事會比她情緒受傷更悲慘的了。

有時你會發現，她自己會有情緒上的問題，時好時壞，但是又好像有個什麼週期似的。別懷疑，巨蟹座的守護星是月亮，所以你會發現她的情緒就像月亮般，有著陰晴圓缺的變化。她需要有安全感，她害怕失去，不管是什麼。她需要個能避難的地方。

她是個好太太，她會燒一手好菜，而且也會把小孩照顧得令你嫉妒，渴望你仍還是個孩子。她溫柔的照顧她所擁有的一切事物，其中當然也包括你。她關心許多事情，像金錢、食物、家庭、母親、秘密等。你說你在哪裡？你不是就在她的秘密裡嗎！？


還有還有....

膽小的巨蟹座，其實有捨棄一切的冒險精神。

巨蟹座屬於婚前溫柔，婚後變婆娘的女生。在婚前她可能會怕蟑螂或是老鼠，但是婚後她可以用單手打死蟑螂，甚至若遇到小流氓瞪自己的兒子，婚前膽小的巨蟹女在婚後會變得很勇敢，有可能會拿菜刀來對付流氓。


嘿嘿... 那些流氓小心一點喔!!
順道一提... 我真的很膽小耶! 不是開玩笑的... 怕痛,怕壁虎,怕那些一條條的蟲,怕孤單.... 怕這個怕那個... 說到這裡我真的必需搖搖頭... 真差勁!! 但是沒辦法, 我就是怕嘛...

Something EXTREME

Something extreme I feel like doing...

LASIK
Mom has been convincing me to do Lasik surgery yet I always turn her down. Recently, I have been thinking, maybe I should get it done when I am still young. I am always looking forward to a life without wearing glasses, and without the hassle of putting on contacts and removing them. Did a google search on the operation. Apparently, the operation is performed with the patient awake and mobile. There are three main steps - flap creation, cornea remodelling and flap reposition.

Read this! (From wikipedia) - BLOODY SCARY

A corneal suction ring is applied to the eye, holding the eye in place. This step in the procedure can sometimes cause small blood vessels to burst, resulting in bleeding or subconjunctival hemorrhage into the sclera of the eye, a harmless side effect that resolves within several weeks. Increased suction typically causes a transient dimming of vision in the treated eye. Once the eye is immobilised, the flap is created. This process is achieved with a mechanical microkeratome using a metal blade, or a femtosecond laser microkeratome that creates a series of tiny closely arranged bubbles within the cornea. A hinge is left at one end of this flap. The flap is folded back, revealing the stroma, the middle section of the cornea. The process of lifting and folding back the flap can be uncomfortable.

The second step of the procedure is to use an excimer laser (193 nm) to remodel the corneal stroma. The laser vaporizes tissue in a finely controlled manner without damaging adjacent stroma. No burning with heat or actual cutting is required to ablate the tissue. The layers of tissue removed are tens of micrometers thick. Performing the laser ablation in the deeper corneal stroma typically provides for more rapid visual recovery and less pain, than the earlier technique photorefractive keratectomy (PRK). During the second step, the patient's vision will become very blurry once the flap is lifted. He/she will be able to see only white light surrounding the orange light of the laser. This can be disorienting.

After the laser has reshaped the stromal layer, the LASIK flap is carefully repositioned over the treatment area by the surgeon and checked for the presence of air bubbles, debris, and proper fit on the eye. The flap remains in position by natural adhesion until healing is completed.

Asian Blepharoplasty
My aunties have been convincing me for an Asian Blepharoplasty for the past don't know how many years and my answer is always no, no and no. Recently, I have been a bit moved by what people said. Maybe I should really do it?

Argh! Everything involve in Bleeding!?! (Taken from ienhance)

Blepharoplasty is performed with very fine electrocauterization instruments to control bleeding. In lower eyelid blepharoplasty, the doctor makes tiny incisions under the eye, removes excess skin and fatty tissue, and closes the incisions with tiny sutures to reduce scarring. Another common method, the transconjuctival approach, involves making an incision from inside the eye pocket in order to remove fat. The benefit of this method is that there is no scarring on the outside of the skin, but success depends on the contraction of the excess skin as a result from internal tightening.

In upper eyelid surgery, the incisions are made in the eyelid itself, where it would be found naturally. Excess tissue is removed, a natural skin fold is created, and the incisions are carefully closed with fine sutures. Any scars are hidden by the crease created during the procedure.

So SCARY!!!

This is just a short conversation between KH and me...

KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
actually u no need to mind wat we all talking
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
plastic surgery not necessary la
' 馨儀 ~Cinderella~ ': What define you is how you arise after failing... says:
nobody is perfect
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
so be confident to urself
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
personality everything
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
i think u better than a lot of ppl
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
jz sometime u a bit too noisy
KwangHong-This week might fly to brisbane... says:
keep talking...
' 馨儀 ~Cinderella~ ': What define you is how you arise after failing... says:
paiseh paiseh
' 馨儀 ~Cinderella~ ': What define you is how you arise after failing... says:
talk too much

Haha... I have been talking too much.
Confidence confidence confidence... I lack of confidence?
I think so.

A message for Banana Soup...

Happy Birthday my friend, my ex roommate, my lovely Banana Soup...

Chia Shook Hui!

Take care of yourself and stay strong!

Shopping!

All of a sudden, I felt like going shopping. Wow! "Felt like shopping" came out from my mouth. For those who knew me, how often will you hear this from me? For those who didn't know me, I don't like to shop! (Except for routine groceries). Right after lab on Saturday, I went to Charlestown, alone. One thing I hate about shopping alone is that there is nobody around to share your happiness with. No one will be there to judge if you look nice in a particular outfit. No one will be there to laugh and giggle with you. I didn't shop for long - money issue. What? You think I print notes is it? Eventually, I bought two dresses. A bit regretted now. Nevermind, my sister can have one of them. Hahaha...

Appreciation

I'm sure in your life, there are many people that you would like to thank. What the person do may be just "順便" but this really meant a lot to a person who is at his/her worse time of life. At this instance, I would like to thank 3 people.

1) The don't-know-what's-your-name security guard

Thank you for offering us a lift back in the middle of the night, when it was so cold, and so dark outside.

2) Tay Kwang Hong

Thank you for being there for me to scream at when I was totally stressed out. I know this is very wrong but... thanks!

3) Tay Hock Luck

Too many to list. Thank you for everything. You definitely top my list.

Sophie's Pub Crawl

Yet another procrastinated post.
It was Sophie's Birthday on the 13th July which falls on the same day as my best friend, Jessie. Aww... Happy 21st Birthday my dear! Sophie invited us to her 22nd Birthday Pub crawl. No special photos taken except for our fully stamped arms.

KH's Arms

My Arm

HL's Arm

That's all. Another meaningless post. Ignore me.

Surprise surprise surprise... Part III

Ok, this post was not meant to exist at the first place but it just so happened that I got another surprise from HL again! Gosh!!! If my heart was weak, I think I'll have a heart attack!! The story goes like this...

When we were walking back home from DMB.
"Argh... I'm so hungry~~~~~~~~~~~!!!" I claimed.
"Hahaha..." HL chuckled.

Few seconds later...
"Argh... stomach got hole... so hungry~~~~~~~~~~~!!!" I complained.
"Hahaha..." he chuckled again.

Few seconds later...
"I'm soooooooo hungry~~~~~~~~~~!!!"
"...Hahaha..."
"I think I'm going to die... of starvation..."
He smirked.

Those conversations are not important. Just to indicate that I'm so hungry, strengthless and blurrrr... It just went on and on and on until we reach home. I guess he must be very annoyed for me repeating "so hungry" again and again.

When we reached home, the first thing we would do most of the time is to check any incoming letters. SUDDENLY... eh??? What is this???

I showed the letter to HL.


Eh? Hmm... in my heart I was so excited (Until I have forgotten that I was feeling hungry) flipping the letter front and back checking who the sender was. BUT, when I look at the handwriting... I was totally speechless...

I stared at him (in this look =.=) and said, "What? What is this?"
Nearly at the same time he answered, "That's for you one. Already there for so long!"
"You are very "fei" loR!!" I shouted.
"I was expecting you to see the card after you receive your present one loR!"

*Faint*

That was like at least A WEEK AGO!! How can I not check any mails for ONE WHOLE WEEK!?!

Ok, HL you got me! I was totally surprised!!


I went back to my room and opened up the letter or card to be exact.





This is what was written on the present the other day... And I don't really understand what it meant...



So everything DOES make sense now.


If my heart is any weaker, I'll really get a heart attack! But thanks for this! Muacks! <3 Don't get me wrong, this is to the 11 people who dined with me in Benjamas on 4th July 2008.

Surprise Surprise Surprise... Part II

Ok, I have typed this entry long ago, but since I was too lazy to upload the photo... procrastinate a bit... *Hehe*

Remember my post on Tinkerbell a few days ago? Oh well, this entry should be posted right after my Sydney trip but I was just too lazy to upload my photos from my handphone. Of course that Sydney trip post is not everything. There is "something" that I have not talked about and that is........

*Tada*


Jesselyn gave me a surprise! A big and heavy present and I wonder what that was.




After opening it...

It's a...





Weighing Scale!!!!!!!!!!

OMG! This is so insulting!! Are you trying to hint that I should watch out more for my weight? Argh~~~


PS. Stay tune for my Surprise surprise surprise Part III

Lost

Recently, I feel so lost. I don't know what I am going to do after I finish my Honours. So I decided to make a list of things I might consider.

• phD
• work
• Bachelor of Medicine
• Master of Nursing

phD
That's if I managed to get full scholarship.

work
That's if I did not get scholarship and managed to find a job by then.

Bachelor of Medicine (Graduate Entry)
This is what I always wanted to do. If I so happened to get into medicine, I would choose this over phD (high possiblility that even if I get the scholarship).

Master of Nursing (Graduate Entry)
That is if I did not get scholarship, could not find a job and decided not to wait for another year for GAMSAT.

Argh... I'm so lost!!