=(

Are you lonesome tonight?
Do you miss me tonight?


Feeling quite lonely these days... =(




2 more weeks till Honours officially ends...

Sien-ness

Great... this is JUST great... *Roll eyes*
I overslept and missed the 1st hour of West Ham United vs Arsenal match.

Woke up at 3am and walk all the way to the staircase only to give up watching (thinking of lab meeting the very same morning at 9am).
Voila, missed the 2nd hour too!
To cut everything short, I missed the whole match, ended up no lab meeting this morning.
*sien*
Oh well, Arsenal won! Wahahahaha!!

As free as a bird

Yay!! I just handed in my thesis yesterday!!

I can feel the stress slowly evaporating out of me bit by bit after I printed them, bound them, left them resting on my desk, waiting for the time to arrive before I hand them in...

*Jumping up and down, up and down... again and again*

Previously, from my msn nickname - "We'll see us in heaven, I'm counting the days..."

And for now...

WE MADE IT THROUGH!!!!!!!!

*Ahem* not quite... Thesis defence is in 2 weeks and final seminar in 3...

BUT WE ARE ALREADY IN HEAVEN!!

PUB PUB PUB PUB PUB!! \o/

The sky is crying, so am I...

I'm so stressed!!

Felt like crying...

... like how the sky cried today...



最近貧血很厲害...

*sigh*

To Hell with Molesters 2

Since Jesselyn has been asking me if I was being molested. The answer is no. I was so aggressive in the previous post because my friend was being molested by a digusting old fellow.

She is under a case of sexual harassment by her disgusting old supervisor. 這種人渣,不死也難在這社會上生存!變態佬! He has been touching her hands, hugging her... Of course, she was very angry and shouted at him. But he still wouldn't give up. He has been calling her, e-mailing her everyday, like a stalker... When she never shows up at her work place, he would call her and insisted on visiting her at her house. She couldn't stand it anymore... She told herself that she couldn't give in to such a perverted old fellow.

She reported him... Well done my girl! Don't give in to him!

Hope they will do something to it.

Say goodbye to your career, garbage!
Guess he doesn't give a damn to his career anyway, since he is so old already.

PS. 雖然幫不到什麼忙,但是我會在精神上支持妳! If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.

To Hell with Molesters!

Molesters should have their hands rot the hell out of them!
Damn molesters! They should all be sent to hell.

Sick!

Victory!!

Recently, I have been wondering, why am I so unlucky? Why? Everything just went wrong and that luck is never by my side. For example, whichever team I supported, loses in the match. Last night, I was watching Arsenal vs Everton's match. Everton scored the first goal within 8 mins!!!

What the............. This is getting so frustrated.

The first half of the game ended with 0 vs 1 - Everton won by 1 goal. I was so worried and thought that it was my fault because I am so jinxed!! I even had the feeling of not going to watch the 2nd half and probably Arsenal will win then. But they prove me wrong. They proved that I was NOT jinxed. Within the first 5 mins of the 2nd half, Nasri scored the first goal for Arsenal with nice, clear shot! That made it a DRAW!! I got so excited!! I was praying hard for the 2nd goal from Arsenal. Finally at 70 mins, Van Persie scored the 2nd goal for Arsenal!! Woah!! I was SO HAPPY! The remaining of the game just went through smoothly until I got so drowsy and nearly felt asleep. Haha!! Until the last 5 mins, I had the feeling that Arsenal is going to win this match as they possessed the ball more frequently than Everton. However, this kind of prediction is inaccurate because you will never know what is going to happen within this 5 mins. Maybe Everton will manage to score 2 goals? We don't know.

What surprised me the most was towards the end of the game, Arsenal scored another goal by Walcott that resulted in winning with a score of 3 vs 1. Yay!! Happy! Haven't felt so happy for so long already.

The conclusion of this post is that, I'm not jinxed after all!
And I was glad that I stayed until the whole match ended.

張芸京是誰啊?

張芸京是誰啊?

有一次在貴婦奈奈的部落格看了百萬小學堂...
突然蹦出一個張芸京...
ㄟ?她是誰啊?
好像很紅的說...

自從到了澳洲就好像與世隔絕...外頭發生的什麼事都不知道...
難怪Australia又稱Down Under.
真的是很DOWN UNDER!

她給我的第一印象非常好!一直很希望她能順利過關...
隔了幾天就跑去Youtube找"張芸京"這個人,才發現她竟然是超偶總冠軍耶!!
(我根本就不知道有這樣的節目)
我當然就很積極的把超偶第一季,最後一集看完...
當中,我也非常喜歡雅婷!真的很出色!
其實五位都有自己的特色...
我聽明娟唱歌,會覺得好感動,然後一直哭...真的是太棒了!
文星真的是唱台語的料! 雖說我的台語非常不行,但我聽的出他唱歌就像在說故事,好動人喔!!
宗興嘛...除了英文和粵語發音沒那麼標準外,他得爆發力真的是GOOD!!
我當然也跑去看第六名那一集... 老實說,我也好喜歡瑞欣喔!

對了,我非常喜歡來PK的符瓊音!!
真的是粉紅坦克!!

最近也很拼命的把第二季看到10月4日那一集...
符瓊音跑來參加超偶第二季,好高興喔!!可以再次聽她唱歌...
還有還有,我覺得艾成真的很爆笑哩!
我除了非常支持這兩位馬來西亞代表...我還非常的支持Sean!!
天啊!我支持的竟然都不是台灣代表...
哈哈!
我也很喜歡聽瘦瘦唱歌...非常喜歡那種Feel!
Kimmy獨特的聲音也漸漸的吸引我了...
像珊妮老師所說的,喜歡她的聲音的,就會喜歡,不喜歡的,就一定不會喜歡...
而近幾集我被她那獨特的聲音吸引了!黑馬!說的好!!

老實說我覺得怡帆好可惜喔,要是當初沒唱錯key,現在因該也會有很好的表現...
無論如何,大家加油!!!
你們都很棒!!

O_O!! I'M PREGNANT!!

I'm pregnant!!! Hahaha...
*chup chup*

This is HL's definition of pregnancy.

Me: I'm not THAT hungry, but I just felt like eating something.
HL: Pregnant ar?

*Boo~~*

Yes people, I'm putting that into Hock Luckapedia.

Hock Luckapaedia 2008 October edition

Ok Ok, like I said in the previous post. I'll update Hock Luckapaedia in my next post... so...
Hock Luckapeida continues...



6) If you use more toothpaste means your mouth is more smelly.
7) A fat dog indicates she is pregnant. So in general, fat ladies are pregnant. (According to this theory, I wonder if I were pregnant? Or perhaps prone to become pregnant? =.=)


PS. I realised that the "healthy food" post was combined into the previous one.

Waste of time

This is totally waste of time!!
I somehow woke up VERY early this morning, say 6am? *wink wink*
I DID go back to sleep but not for long. I woke up 2 hours later and sat right in front of my 3-year-old baby - ASUS Z9200VC. I thought, I must do something "good" today.
I dig out my old recipe for bread and got started in the kitchen. After some mixing and "massaging", I left the dough under the sun to raise while preparing the outer coating for my bread. I was very excited because I haven't been baking bread for at least ONE YEAR!! Frankly speaking, I just want to escape from reality. I'm sick of thesis. I sort of use the flour that my mom bought a few months back. Guess what? Gluten free flour. Four 500g packed in a 2kg plastic. I thought of getting rid of them since it's nearly the end of the year. I wouldn't want to pack them all up and move them together. That will be so heavy and troublesome.

So, I have been using the Gluten free flour as the normal coles brand/home brand plain flour. The smell was somewhat aweful to me. I recalled HL's theory - healthy food tends to taste bad - Guess it refers to smell too. Oops! I think I have not updated Hock Luckapedia for some time. I will do that in my next post (hopefully).

After letting the final products to raise further, I arranged them nicely onto a tray and set the oven off to bake, while chilling in my room upstairs. 15 minutes later, I ran all the way down to the kitchen to fetch my bread. To my surprise, I did NOT smell the scrumptious bread that we used to after baking. I pulled open the oven, only to find that the colour was VERY different from last time!!! They have no smell and looked really pale. I took one out and tasted it. YUCK!! What is this? It's bloody salty (despite putting alot of sugar for the outer coating) and it tasted terrible!! Argh!! My first reaction was, throw them all. I threw 20 FREAKING BREAD!! 4 well-baked ones and 16 raw.

I was devastated. Pissed. I spent 3 freaking hours just for 20 buns and they were total failure. This will NEVER happen if I use plain flour. Argh!!! Waste so much ingredients...

WASTE OF TIME!!

*Gone mad*

Best Dinner

I had the best food in Newcastle tonight after so many months since my mom left. It was KH's graduation today, but I couldn't make it so I asked if we could have dinner tonight to celebrate for him. In the end, he invited us over to his place for dinner. We headed to his house after our lab. Thinking that we should get him something, we dropped by woolies to get a card and champagne to congratulate him for completing his degree.

KH's mom cooked a few dishes while Fritz prepared mashed potatoes. Speaking of Fritz, woah! I haven't seen him for like more than 1 month already. I have to admit, that was the best dinner in Newcastle after my mom left. After my mom left, we have been surviving on my terrible cooking or sometimes oven baked food. Sometimes, if I was lazy enough, either I'll just skip the meal or HL will be kind enough to cook (happens 2 out of 10 times).

Hold on!! I totally forgotten about Michelle's parent's nasi lemak and mee hoon gerh. They were fabulous too! Thanks auntie and uncle!!

Ok, back to tonight's dinner. I have to say that although we went Eastern Tiger for Buffet yesterday, I definitely ate more today!! Somehow the food in Eastern Tiger made my tummy bloated very fast and nothing special. Everything was very westernised. BUT, tonight's dinner was totally different. It was just like... how to describe... the feeling of home. 媽媽的味道...

The omelette, the chicken, the stirred-fried cabbages, stirred-fried cucumbers, stirred-fried chicken+broccoli... THEY ARE ALL SO NICE!! I'm homesick now. =( Not to mention, Fritz's mashed potatoes were always the best! Our dinner ended up with the four of us - Fritz, KH, HL and I - chit chatting while drinking the champagne that we bought. (Uncle and auntie didn't want to drink). I realised both KH's father and mother are so humourous!! They joke around a lot. I guess the behaviour of the kids reflect their parents. Hahaha!!



Random conversation of the night...
Yu Wooi , note this.

Fritz: My girlfriend said I should take it here too.
HL & Me: ...
HL & Me: Yu Wooi is it?/Your girlfriend not Yu Wooi meh?


Explanation: He was used to saying "My girlfriend..." "My girlfriend..." to the other people (because they don't know her).

Me: Well, it's ok. We know her, you can say Yu Wooi. Or else it sounds weird to us.


Hahaha... I know I'm so bo liao.

Congratulations

Congratulations to a couple of people...

The Graduates.

1) Michelle Wong - BBiomedSc (Hons) Honours Division I
2) Lin Kooi Ong - BBiomedSc (Hons) Honours Division IIA
3) Ju Ju Zaw - BBiomedSc
4) Tiong Sun Chia - BBiomedSc
5) Kwang Hong Tay - BBiotech

Well done my friends, you made it! =D

便利貼女孩 ~ 曾馨儀Version

命中注定我愛你這部電視劇最經典的一句話來自陳欣怡。

陳欣怡：「便利貼就是你需要的時候就可以隨便拿到，不需要的時候撕下來就可以丟掉，好撕不黏手，不留痕跡容易忘記，我就是這樣的一個便利貼女生。」


看了這套戲，就覺得她跟我好像哦!以前的我... (雖然現在也是差不了多少啦!)
起初我對這一部電視劇沒什麼興趣...就是在光宏跟我說他覺得我跟她很像的時候，我就立刻跑去看!果然...不是長的像，而是有點笨笨的，又很愛講話。

不過，我真的覺得她有點笨啦...
我可能是屬於比她聰明一些些的便利貼女孩吧...
斟茶倒水的東西我不會做，跑腿嘛，就有時候。
別人請我幫忙，我又不好意思拒絕...
以前我還蠢到幫別人寫作業，讓別人抄功課哩!
太像了，太像了!
還有還有，她叫陳欣怡嘛，我就叫曾馨儀! 天啊!
名字念快一點還挺相似的。


在這世界上，還有許許多多的陳欣怡。她們所為你們做的，很理所當然嗎?
要是有一天，陳欣怡不告而別，你才會發覺她的存在嗎?
你才會覺得她的重要性嗎?
還是，由始至終她都只是個隨時可以撕掉的便利貼?

那麼...不是她不配有你這樣的朋友，而是你不配有她這樣的朋友!



我...也是可以那麼容易被你們撕掉的嗎?




PS.

好久沒用中文Blog了，因該好好練一練，不然只有小學程度的國語，也通通都要還給老師囉!
感覺好慚愧喔...中英文都算半桶水吧...
講中文的時候，竟然要參雜一些英文辭彙，因為不知道中文怎樣講...
我的天啊!中文才是我的母語耶!
跟媽媽講話時，要是用太深奧的詞她又聽不懂...
「xxx 喜啥咪?」
久而久之，媽媽的英文有進步不少...呵呵!全拜她這些半桶中英文墨水的子女們。
老爸也不差呀!
最令人意外的是...老爸竟然也會給我來溜廣東話勒!(只是講的有些不標準)
啊呀，自己也沒好到哪裡去，還敢說別人。
*慚愧，慚愧*

Depression

I did two online depression screening tests.

Result 1

Result 2

And I was diagnosed with the presence of depressive symptoms...
I feel even more depressed now!


PS. Click on the title to link to the second test.

Stressful scream (Re-edited)

Mr. THL is really getting on my nerves recently...
Knowing that he was running late, yet slumbering.
I even had the time managed properly!!! GOSH!!!
Can't I spend more time with the girls after not seeing them for months!?! *cries*

Bloody annoying!

ARGH!!!!!! *scream till heads off*


Ok, done ranting.


PS. Happy Birthday Lisa.
PPS. Congratulations to Michelle in completing BBiomedSc (Hons) with Class 1!!

********************

I don't know why I was so angry at him at that time...
Stupid me...

I'm so scared!!!

OMG... The weather outside is so bloody scary now. Earlier today, it was so annoying! It rained and rained and rained... Thank goodness it was labour day and I have no hands on experiment so I don't have to go to the lab. Yay!! Get to sleep in. =x

But it's so scary now. The wind is so strong. It can even open my door (which was damn heavy ok? requires great strength to have it open...)!! It seemed my window is going to shatter any moment soon. I'm alone in the room, and I'm so scared...


What should I do?

I'm so scared!!!


PS. Thesis, I hate you!!!

CaraQ Room Update

Ok, update you guys. I tried the 五子棋 last night. This is how it looks like. Pretty cute huh?

That's my character!

Oh yay! I won!!

I felt being cheated in 鋤大D!!
For those who play cards should know the order, with straight being the smallest and straight flush being the biggest.

1) Straight (順子)
2) Flush (同花)
3) Full House (葫蘆)
4) Four of a kind (鐵支)
5) Straight Flush (同花順)

So, if the person comes out with a straight before you, you get to win him/her by a flush, full house, four of kind or straight flush!! Guess what?? NOT IN CARAQ ROOM!! I tried flush during my turn when the previous person came out with a straight. But I was not allowed to! At first I thought flush was not allowed, so the next time I even tried a full house. And guess what? NO~~~~ I'm not allowed to do that either!!! What the......


Furthermore, SHOULDN'T DIAMOND BE THE SMALLEST AMONGST ALL FLOWERS?

Say yes, say yes!

Well, that's what I thought so. We have been playing according to these rules all the while. So shouldn't diamond 3 be the smallest in 鋤大D? Yea? Oh well, in CaraQ, club 3 was the smallest! What the......

Totally speechless...

=(

Disappointing... Very disappointing...
Draw!!! What's wrong with Arsenal yesterday?
Argh!! If only my heart was weaker... I'll get a heart attack and die straight on the spot!! *sad*
What more can I say? Sunderland was lucky and Arsenal wasn't playing up to their normal standard. Underestimation? I don't know... *sigh* messed up emotion...

******

THL! Where have you been? Couldn't get to you on your phone. Most importantly, I'm hungry already... Shall I eat without you first? Hahaha!!

CaraQ Room

I sort of started playing the CaraQ Room last night.
I'm still new, so still blurish. But I guess the idea was to build your own home. To start playing, you need to register first. The link is on the title of my post or simply click on my pictures to get into the registration page! You get to receive 200 CaraQ coins upon registration. CaraQ coins are for you to buy furniture for your home, buy outfit for your character, etc. There are many ways to earn more CaraQ coins such as completing missions, having can't-remember-how-many people to view your page within 24 hours, or if you are desperate and rich enough, you can buy those coins with real cash.

*Click on the pictures to the registration page*

This is my room. I'm too poor to afford better furniture.

A Screenshot of some other people's room

Another Screenshot of other people's room

Another one

And Another one

Depends on how rich you are with CaraQ coins or how creative you are. I've seen many creative homes. Also, there are some mini games such as mental maths, typing/dancing Chicken, 鋤大D (大老二), 五子棋, etc.

The Mental Maths Classroom

Typing/Dancing Chicken

My Glory

大老二道場

This is how the game is like

I won the game (one and only)

五子棋道場 (Haven't tried yet)

Oh! Before I forget, you get to adopt pets too!!

Petting Farm

There are more features than what I have described. Join and see for yourself. You can invite your friends too!! Let me know if you decided to join, so that we can explore around together!!


PS. It might not be suitable for those who doesn't read Chinese.
PPS. You have to download the client (roughly 26Mb).

Hock Luckapaedia 2008 October edition

HL's lameness strikes again.
Eric and Adeline are the witnesses.
He came out with 3 main theories last night.


1) Jellyfish can expand their bladder, so they are supposed to have the largest bladder in the world.
2) Crossing Queen Street after 8pm can disregard the traffic light*.
3) To attract girls, you need to have sexy hairless legs.



And 2 theories today.
No other witnesses.

4) Old English Cheese should be more unhealthy than Cheddar Cheese because it taste nicer. So in general, food that taste nicer are more unhealthy.
5) Digging out olives from Subway means you are racist.


* Cross at your own risk

Taken from - Tay, H. L. (2008). Hock Luckapaedia.

A new found glory...

Thanks Leia.
After talking to her, I felt that I'm not completely useless, not completely lost. GAMSAT 2009, I'm coming!!
I don't care if I'm going to "expire" when I finish studying.
What's more important is what I really want to do.
So... Medicine, I'm coming!!
Maybe after PhD or after nursing?

Guess I will be 30 years old when I officially finish Medical School.
Haha!! Who will still want an expired woman? (有點自暴自棄的心理與口語)

Lost

Yay!! I finally got my PhD offer letter. Well, it's just a conditional offer, but it's more or less half way in. I was quite depressed when HL told me that he received the e-mail regarding PhD offer and asked me if I did too. The answer was no. I didn't receive anything close to that! But... I managed to find that offer letter later that day in my hotmail, not studentmail. Guess I filled in my hotmail instead of studentmail in the application form.


Now... I'm feeling excited. But... is this what I wanted?
Currently listening to 我的快樂 by 錦繡二重唱...
Although the lyrics are totally unrelated to my situation now, the melody sort of make me think... Is this what I really wanted?
After 4 years of PhD research, I will be granted Doctorate on Immunology and Microbiology (That's if my thesis got accepted). I will then spend rest of my life writing grants, doing research. Then what? End up like Ana? Get married, have kids, end of career. After 7 years of full-time housewife, back to research field?
Or 2 years of nursing, get my license. Get married, have kids, end of career.
Or 4 years of medicine, get my license. Get married, have kids, end of career.
Unless I give up marriage, give up on kids and dwell with career for the rest of my life.

Either way, it's a lose-lose situation.

I'm a greedy person. I want all.

I'm standing right in the middle of the cross road. I don't know which path to choose. God, I need your guidance.